Wednesday, January 27, 2010


I don’t care what any other guy looks like or how big his equipment is. If he cant make the room and the world disappear, if he cant make magic pulse into you through his fingertips and give you the impression its never going to stop, then he cant make heat radiate from a place inside you that you didn’t know existed. Make you yearn for his controlling slow soft touch to float across your attentive skin till your so warm and your skin is so awake and tingling you wonder if you will pass out or if you have ever been more awake. Bringing you to reach up to a new out of body experience, a new plane of living in the moment. Intense true pleasure comes from your mind and in so many ways he gives me that. Its a slow process and we need to end up with knowledge of each other and an intimacy frequency that removes the selfishness and the practicality of nerve endings and their hunger. We need to desire, to passionately desire to give. When giving seems like its the most obvious way a to RECIEVE pleasure, that’s when a moment of waiting to be touched, waiting blindfolded and breathing heavily waiting in a room that’s about to be sweaty and so hot you can taste it waiting with a thirst that makes you whimper waiting for that moment can last forever. That forever where your body tenses and you know what’s coming...

do you want to feel more ?

I picture us seeing each other from across a dark club. The music is pounding and the lights are moving to the beat. The dance floor is filled from wall to wall with people, all dressed to impress each other and everyone’s really feeling this parties energy. The bodies and faces of drunken girls and boys have a thin glimmer of sweat as they move their hips and grind their bodies to the sound of their favorite music. Our eyes lock into each others and we feel the room go silent. We hold each others gaze as the room fades away and a hunger rises inside. Slowly, through the tangle of sexy bodies, we make our way towards each other. Breathing gets deeper and heavier, cutting a path through the crowd of dancers like two blazing fires. At the middle of the dance floor we meet. You part your lips, I open my mouth to speak, and as the music reaches a heart stopping crescendo, you grip me firmly by my waist and pull me into your body. Still holding eye contact, one of your hands moves up my back to the back of my head and tilts my waiting lips towards yours. I am holding my breath. My body is stiff in anticipation, waiting for what I sense is coming next. The fire burns between us, our lips touch, soft and supple our sweet kiss is. The music plays on and our eyes close. The passion we feel from each other makes our own desires starts to rise and the dam holding it back bursts open, letting a rush of desire flood forth, we can no longer define where my body begins and yours ends. I feel your hard chest pressed up against me. You hold me firmly as our tongues and lips search and discover their newest addiction. Now we slowly pull away and looking at each other, once more we dive back into each other with the same passion only more softly this time, more teasingly. My lips dance kisses on yours pulling back only to catch my breath as you move your lips back and forth softly, like warm air, caressing my sensitive waiting plush pink lower lip. You suck it softly in to your mouth and taste it between your own…..

If you could do anything right now and totally set your inhibitions aside, really feel your hedonistic side and allow yourself to feel unjudged and free, what would you want to do ?

Friday, January 22, 2010

Broken intimacy..

Sex. Sexual intercourse. Love making. Fucking. Gettin it oooon. Whatever you wanna call it. Sexual intercourse. Noun. Genital contact, esp. the insertion of the penis into the vagina, followed by orgasm.

So the inspiration for this post is my frustration with people using the word "slam" in refrence to sex. Like really, if your sex is "slamming" into eachother, youre doing it wrong. The definition of "slam" is to shut forcefully and noisily. How does that come anywhere near in relation to the act of sexual intercourse. Whether your sex is closer to making love, or just fucking.. its still a far cry from slamming.

Society has stripped sex of its natural light. It is now this casual act between people, that spreads disease and negative feelings (jealousy, envy, lust, etc..). I believe sex was created for many reasons. Obviously the main reason being reproduction, but it also has many other benifits that add to our health and happiness. Sex is healthy, it is great excercise - for both strength and cardio. It also reduces stress, orgasming has been proven to be a neccessary part of a healthy lifestyle (yay for that one!). Masturbation is also healthy, although its still a taboo subject in this day lol.... I like to quote Gerald Butler from The Ugly Truth when he says (paraphrased) "If you wouldnt want to fuck yourself, why would anyone else want to." That right there makes so much sense to me. Similar to the idea of being content with yourself and being alone (if you dont enjoy your own company, why would you expect other people to enjoy your company?)...

Besides reproduction and health benifits, sex has way more to offer us than just that. Another reason would definitly be the desire to show one another something special, something saved for them and none other. A way of expressing love, passion and attraction for another person. Call it a declaration of love if you will, but in todays day people are spreading that love so thin, that its barely holding on by a thread.

I always preach, spread the love. What I mean by that is not have lots of sex but to spread the energy of love. Energy is what makes this world go round, and we need to channel all that love and other positive feelings and generate more love in the world. Be kind, be compassionate. And dont judge people because you never know what they've been through. Dont spread your legs for love, keep them closed and you will feel the real love begin to form from within. And the most important thing about love, is to love yourself. Love yourself so much, that you overflow with love... only then will you truly have love to share with others.

So here are a few links id like to share that relate..
First, is a song by Rhianna. I try not to support main stream entertainment, but every once in awhile something catches my ear.... so this song to me, represents the flow of making love. it starts slow and sweet, and consistently gets more intense and full of passion until the end.... the end is an intense orchestration of atleast 8 instruments; representing the climax.
Second is a song I am sure everyone has heard, called Sex by Lyfe Jennings. This song is real talk.
And heres a little eye candy for the ladies that like dark skin. So sweet.
And ofcourse, last but not least a little soul music curtosey of Marvin Gaye.
Lets get it ooon:
When a man loves a women.

If you love someone, tell them! You never what tomorrow may bring.
Good night world. Hope you enjoyed. Make love. xoxo
Hali Lee - warrior princess of passion?! (lol)

Monday, January 18, 2010

No war..

Barrington Levy:
We dont make trouble, we dont make war.
Everyday we war, back we stay afar.
If we deal with truth and rights, come some more into my sight.
Whether your black or whether your white.
See all im trying to do is just get on with my life.
The children are the future, so give them a try.
Stop the senseless killing.
Aye you people, your backs against the wall.
They way that we are living, we are bound to fall.
Why dont we get together and tear down the walls.....

As I look to the floor, I saw the nines in reach.
But if I do what im thinkin, than whos left to teach?
My people my community, theres no immunity.
War spreadin like the plague, discouraging unity.
So I pray to the sky light for Jah Jah to bless, we under stress.
But intelligence and onelove is how we progress.

Dear Jah/God/Allah, Help. Onelove, Hali lee.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Livin like were bulletproof..

Dear Diary,

My life is full of demons. How do I rid my mind of all these distractions and disturbances. To find a place of peace and serenity. Time moves to fast in America. Mainstream music, entertainment and media are full of corruption and subliminal messaging. How do we live in this world and avoid these comings, how do we protect the youth. Generations are getting dumber and more conformable. I feel like I am constantly in connection with and surrounded by technology. My blackberry, computer, TV, MP3 player, etc.. I don't spend nearly enough time laying in the grass or on the beach just watching the clouds, just listening to the beat of the music. Reconnecting with myself, deep in thought. Bringing my mind back to a simpler place, full of love and genuineness. The place I want to be may be far away but I vow to never stop my pursuit of happiness.

We are livin like were bullet proof even though we are surrounded by war and corruption. Look around, turn on the news, watch movies. You see how in movies the show the media saying one thing, while disaster is near... they are telling us only what they want us to know; promoting ignorance in the worst way. Open your eyes and see the lies in our world..

We all have the power to spread positivity and to eliminate negativity. If human nature is to seek pleasure and avoid pain, why do so many people thrive off violence and hate? If there is more than enough of everything in the world to go around, why is it that there are people starving while wars are being financed all over the world? At what point in history did this happen, when did life become disposable?

"They say tomorrows not promised today, but today I promise, if we dont make our own way somebody will take it from us, snatch it like rats to cheese. So Lord help me please cuase id rather die on feet than to live on my knees." - Ludacris

Take in this video.. if it results in a shift in mental awareness in even one person, this whole blog has been worth it. Thanks for reading and I wish everyone a prosperous and blessed 2010!

One Love,

Hali Lee